No one is perfect!

Its really sad when the world makes you feel like you're not good enough. The phrase everyone makes mistakes doesn't mean shit anymore. It sucks when you mess up soo bad that you almost lose everything thats ever mattered. You try so hard to make up for it, you do anything and everything to show the ones you love that you're different and you're sorry... but the truth is redemption is obsolete! No one believes in forgiveness anymore. So why try?

I cant list the number of people i really care about that i lost because of lies and drugs. You really dont understand the consequences of ur mistakes till you're sitting on the floor of an empty room with a joint in ur hand trying to make sence of whats happened. You start to forget whats real and what you made up. Who would have thought you could actually forget who you are? I told so many lies that i started believing them... Its hard to find yourself when you cant remember your past.

I used to think that forgetting the past and focusing on the future would make things better. I WAS WRONG! Its not enough just for me to forget, no one else does. Salvation is a joke.





"Happiness depends upon ourselves. " - Aristotle